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I havent written in here since February.
Things have changed a lot since then.
I dont really know where to start.
But I can tell you one thing that shines a little more than the rest.
I couldnt tell you the last time Ive ever been this happy.
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[07 Feb 2007|02:37pm] |
I honestly wouldnt care if I died right now.
Nor do I think anyone else would.
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[04 Feb 2007|09:38pm] |
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I have a feeling for some reason that tonight Im going to die in my sleep or something scary. @#^#$%#^37
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[03 Feb 2007|11:25pm] |
I'm hopeless.
I want to die.
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[01 Feb 2007|04:00pm] |
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shoot
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in
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FACE
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[18 Jan 2007|10:36pm] |
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Lock me in a box for a month with no food plz. =*(
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[17 Jan 2007|10:46pm] |
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Sick. I ate McDonalds today.
Im going to be the fattest mess in the world. :(
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[04 Jan 2007|08:30pm] |
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I walked home today. But I also took the long way so I could take photos. It took me two and a half hours to get home. It was okay though. I cannot waaaait to get them developed.
I got a lot of good ones of everyone in school. Mwahaha. I got a call from Ms. Beautiful Katie Richards and my wonderful Mike Who Thinks Im Mexican. I went overrr to Katie's later on, wif CHELSE!!!!! and watched the boys make some wicked HOTT Miis, and did some boxing and tennis.
We proceeeeeeeded to Venus in Whitman. And I saw Mike, and Ryan, and some other cute kids.
Chelsea, Lindsay, Morgan, and Cory showed up! ..but it was rolly full, and the wait was rolly long, so me, Chelse, Katie, and Steve left. :]
But a good night all together.
I just REALLY. REALLY. DONT WANT TO GO TO SCHOOL TOMORROW.
But I am hanging out wif Mike, Anthony, and SARAH!!!! <33
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[03 Jan 2007|02:43pm] |
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Hoping to rise up and soar beyond the rest.
Dont let time rip you to pieces, its gunna get you anyway in the end.
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[01 Jan 2007|09:41pm] |
I had a wonderful New Years.
KATIEEEE Im sorry we could not stop by. :[
I ruv you.
WTF SCHOOL TOMORROW
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[29 Dec 2006|01:51am] |
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Tonight was lovely.
Amazing actually.
I love Katie, Mike, Jon, Eddie, Lindsay, and Morgan.
A real lot.
And its also 2 in the morning and I cant sleep.
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[23 Dec 2006|09:34pm] |
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oh and hey, my vision is clearer
and the darkness isnt so far behind
i think ill wait here for you
and im sorry im so rotten on the inside
i only lack beauty now
i only have dread and decay to give around
im bound to descend if i remain this harsh
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| i want it now! she said |
[23 Dec 2006|12:29am] |
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Oh my goodness I ruv my life.
Just not tonight, but thats okay still.
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[14 Dec 2006|10:30pm] |
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God, I hope I dont do this again.
I can't sink too deep.
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| theyre all infected, but he'll be alright |
[13 Dec 2006|02:56pm] |
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I started watching Land of the Dead last night, and thats like the only zombie movie Ive never seen and I was so excited. Then Liz called and I got more excited and went to the game instead. We lost, but the last few minutes were intense. Me and Steph committed suicide together, after losing and dropping my coat IN behind the dirty bleachers. But I grabbed it and put it on anyway.
All of the sudden Im like doing excellent in school. I ruvvvv ittt. And I got my scores back and got 1570. I still dont know if thats like..just BLAH or good. I WANNA GET IN MASS FUCKING ART.
I finished recording Dismantle Me, exceppttt I rully need an acoustic, so Cory Cunningham is saving my life. Oh and I just got this:
lindsay x loo: my tree just frigen fell on my body
lindsay x loo: it made me bend awkwardkly and my broken backed mom had to help me out of the position..it was horrible
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[09 Dec 2006|04:44pm] |
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I just opened a bottle of bleach and a small amount trickled down my arm, so theres a drip mark with no skin pigment to about my elbow. My eyes burn and my cheek muscles are shot. Sick.
I really want to color my hair..but Im not positive on what I would like to do yet. I really would like blonde, but I dont want to kill my hair.
I went to Mike's last night! Actually I got lost on the street and went back and forth like 7 times because I'm an idiot. It was wonderful though. I was upset I had to leave.
I'm not sick anymore, I love my life. I'd love it more if it were to snow out. A good amount as well. When the snow first falls it looks gorgeous. I always want to run through it since its like a big blanket. But usually I try not to, because when you go through it, then it looks gross.
I can't wait for snow. I can't wait for Christmas.
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| I live my life in ruins for you |
[06 Dec 2006|01:47pm] |
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Do you ever get that feeling that words can not abruptly compare to your feelings? It does to me. I think its because the feeling of revolation cannot be taken seriously in our day and age of our American society. I think its just human nature actually..
Because like really, whats the fucking chance someone will fully understand? Slim to none. Why do I say that? Empathy, babydoll.
You do not fully understand anything that runs out of my own mouth unless its happened to you.
You can go choke on big black bloody mouthfuls of it. You talk of nonsense. I feel completely oblivious when I speak in that nature. I want you to know what its like. I want you to know who I fucking am, and what measures Id fucking cross to be there. Im not your regular shallow scum-cunt. I dont want all of your ungrateful highschool attention.
I want you, only, and for you to blot out the light of this blubbering shit that everyone else gives you. No one means what I do. Youre all in my case whoremonal fuckwits that need your face cut off.
I hate you cunts. Oh youre so fucking deep. SO. FUCKING. DEEP.
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[02 Dec 2006|11:13pm] |
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So today was AMAZING!
Actually I was supposed to still be grounded, but my rents let me outttt.
I went up to Ryans house and we walked up to McDonalds and met with Ms.Kaatiieeee to go to the Holiday Stroll.
Since Im fat I ate Dunkin Donuts and Mikes. Then Brian and Jess came along and we walked around and went to some..historical building. I took some sick pictures in thurr. But Ill post them later since Im on my mentally challenged laptop.
We went to Katiesss and it was wonderful. Now Im home, and bored, and watching Lifetime movies.
Today was wicked fun, but apart from that Im wicked sad.
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